I Completely Forgot.

I forgot. I didn’t forget, exactly. But I hadn’t been dreading and doing the countdown. You know, the countdown to the day. It slapped me this morning. Super hard. In the face. I felt guilty. Nine years ago today I found my husband dead in the bathroom floor. I tried to do CPR. He had…

Grief.

“If what I am experiencing is heartbreak, then grieving is inevitable.” – Brene’ Brown Yesterday was the 8th anniversary of Shaun’s death. Should we even call it an anniversary? I mean, Webster’s defines an anniversary as this: Definition of anniversary 1: the annual recurrence of a date marking a notable event a wedding anniversary broadly: a date that follows…

So. Somebody is dead.

Ok, I know that this sounds horrible, and it is. But, I am a plethora of knowledge on this subject, and I am here to help you. I have had alot of close friends, ask me, “What do I say or do? What should I bring?” – when they find out someone has passed away….

The Crap that I Lie about.

Well, I guess I feel like owe you an explanation for last night’s video.  It was surrender and defeat.  That’s it.  That sums it up.   Today, though – is a new day.  And who knows?  I might be crying on Facebook later.  But hopefully, I won’t.  You wanna know what is different this morning compared…